i do not hate myself

I'm not "being negative" or "suffering from low self-esteem" when I say that people who manage to hang around long enough eventually discover that a relationship with me is not really worth the time and effort. I'm stating an actual fact; that is precisely what happens. It's not because *I* am not worth the time and effort, it's because I just don't care about the things that most people care about, and vice versa.